Limbo Has Begun

Today is my 20th birthday and you can say I am starting it off responsibly I went to work today. Though if it was my choice I would have slept in and ate junk food. My boss scheduled me even though I requested it off, which is a good thing it turns out. I need money. A good way though to get a head start on my journey. I feel so strange, I know its just a number, but I feel slightly pathetic. I am broke and no where near the goals I had set out for myself. I mean I am only just now starting culinary school. I guess different people bloom at different times.

*Look Forward*
5 years ago I thought that by now I would be in my last year of college and on my way to a buying a house and getting married. I thought that I would get pregnant at 23, but that isn't going to happen. I mean I am on my way to getting married, but getting pregnant is not even in the planning process(which is a relief to some lol). 5 years from now I hope to finally be in escrow, and in the process of getting married to my beautiful girlfriend. Also having a nice job and saving for getting pregnant. well I guess we'll see.